Okay so what I’m going to say is something I’ve never heard anyone talk about online. When are you officially ‘clean’ from self harm? I know you can count it in days, months and years but when do you get to the bit where you no longer think about it. Like physically clean seems the easier of the two because atm it feels like I’ll never not think about going back to it. Does anyone else feel the same or know what it’s like?